My sister-





my hero. No body knows this, but i love my sister more than i show. Yea i can say it, but you probably wouldn't believe it. Ya know, there are times when i feel, but mostly think, that she is the only one hurting me; or making me feel so lonely; or making my life just plain hard.





But ya know what? She does the absolute complete opposite. I think i.. just am close to her so much that it's easier to know that i can put blame on her bc i know in the very end, she'll be there by my side while others are standing by, laughing at my heartache or mess ups in life. She's always been there. always.





So the opposite of what she does to me is what she does for me. She hurts me the least (well i guess i think it's the worst bc i love her so much). those times when i actually think that life as i know it is gone forever and i couldn't be lonelier, she's at my door waiting to hug me. it does feel like she may make my life hard sometimes and i know it's not always intentional ;) but you know, if she made it so easy, how could i face the world later?





You may not know this, but my sister is absolutely almost completely perfect and a hero. She has saved lives and now she's saving mine and continuing to.





You just need to know that I love her and nothing i do will change that. nothing at all


{so the part where i said it seems she does make my life hard sometimes (with the little *wink*), well she's human. and im just glad that she tries not to be}