My sister-





my hero. No body knows this, but i love my sister more than i show. Yea i can say it, but you probably wouldn't believe it. Ya know, there are times when i feel, but mostly think, that she is the only one hurting me; or making me feel so lonely; or making my life just plain hard.





But ya know what? She does the absolute complete opposite. I think i.. just am close to her so much that it's easier to know that i can put blame on her bc i know in the very end, she'll be there by my side while others are standing by, laughing at my heartache or mess ups in life. She's always been there. always.





So the opposite of what she does to me is what she does for me. She hurts me the least (well i guess i think it's the worst bc i love her so much). those times when i actually think that life as i know it is gone forever and i couldn't be lonelier, she's at my door waiting to hug me. it does feel like she may make my life hard sometimes and i know it's not always intentional ;) but you know, if she made it so easy, how could i face the world later?





You may not know this, but my sister is absolutely almost completely perfect and a hero. She has saved lives and now she's saving mine and continuing to.





You just need to know that I love her and nothing i do will change that. nothing at all


{so the part where i said it seems she does make my life hard sometimes (with the little *wink*), well she's human. and im just glad that she tries not to be}

she blames me bc she doesn't want to admit that her fairytale is breaking..

Remember how there are things in life like hearing, seeing, speaking and such, that you don't realize how valuable they become until it's gone.. even for a while. This saddness: every person IS blind. Sad huh?
Well obviously this happens a lot. :) It's fortunate when ppl realize it; especially when someone needs you to/too :(
so what an amazing thing when ppl are selfless enough to care. life would be perfect :)
why not make it as close to perfect we it can get it

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so, blogging sounds fun. maybe this'll be a way for people to get inside my head. Hm, I'm liking it already. o and yes, there's a spell check ;) love corrections.. well not really.. anyway, confused yet? mhmm that's me. 

So I am Karly. my middle name is Beth, my grandma likes saying my middle name along with my first. My sister does sometimes too. My mom does when i may be in trouble ;) 

So it's like 1 a.m. and I can't sleep. Today was pretty great: relaxing Thanksgiving and then basketball at almost 8 :D <(smiley) 

ugh i couldn't hit too many shots while playing but i could hit almost any 3 while just shooting around.. ever get annoying? 

Yeah, I feel more comfortable assisting. I do that a lot. I prefer to help.

So it's like, the later I stay up, the less tired I get... well if it's past midnight. 

I should go I'm just seeing how well this works..